For your daily dose of me, please apply directly to your forehead. Repeat until you are me.

Remember that one time I rapped?

Can't believe its not butter. Never had a real supper.
Taking food in a tupper. Starving in the summer.
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Lots of Discontent

Classes start in a few days. Not super excite about this semester especially with the introduction of a Calc 2 based class, but....ehhhhh. Its not gonna be super fun.

All the regular group is back in town, but I think its run its course. I've this horrid habit of changing my acquaintances every few months, even quicker nonIRL. Let's see how long this lasts....

Happy belated birthday. I miss you.

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S&M isn't appealing, at all.

But, holy shit, a guy that takes control and makes you feel small.

I just---

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Its a turn-on.

Liars are hot. People that scheme and concoct really elaborate plans are so.ridiculously attractive.

Case in point: every single actor from every heist movie ever.

When the twist shows, I sploosh.

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Alan Tudyk be more attractive pls.

Like srs. How is your face even made?

TELL ME YOUR SECRETS WHILE I LICK YOUR *ahem*

I mean, I just want to know your thought process, is all~
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sniffles

I'M SICK. SOMEBODY GIVE ME SOUP.

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Dem Feels

God, I missed talking to him. He's the reason I love going back home. He makes home, "home".

I missed talking to him so much.
Visually, he's nothing special. A six on the best of days.
BUT DEAR SWEET BABY AANG, HIS MIND IS SO BEAUTIFUL.

I made a very special point to isolate him and just talk, just so that I could listen to him talk.
His voice.
His speech patterns.
His thoughts.

All of it. I love it.
Yeah, love. Its attractive.
I remember when I used to hesitate the use that word to say how I felt about him (AND I STILL DO) just because I was scared that he would know that I actually meant it. I worried he would notice that I changed my voice when I mumbled "I love you so much" and realize its was different from when I said that to everyone else. I worried he would notice I meant it.

He'll always be out of my reach, though. I ruined it.
I ruin everything. I don't think its subconsciously on purpose, but I sabotage it.

For now, I'll just stand on the sidelines and watch. You know, in a totally non-creepy way, of course.

I'M NOT WEIRD.
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